Anyway apparently I got remission from the breast cancer only to be told I now have one in the top of my spine. That's one of the reasons I can't sit comfortably at the key board.I need to explain incase I miss any of my "Wonderful " Flisters birthdays.
I don't know if any of you will remember me walking and putting the chariot into retirement.Apparently I'm not so clever Doh!! I've been having a fall at a rate of 1 every 4/5days.
I only stay in hossy maybe overnight !! One time they put me on the SAME WARD in the SAME bed my Mam had died in.(I told them and they said I was being stupid and Morbid) but one night fucking upset me teriffically.
Idiot me wondered why I'm having rapid response nurses in every day and morphine on tap.I even have to leave my front door unlocked at all times.Evenings(bedtime) I lock it but must not leave the keys in the lock.
Fucking hell they even wanted to supervise me getting dressed etc! Well they've been told to fade away but not so politely.
To put the tin hat on it I'm being tested for bowel cancer tomorrow. They said I'll only get a camera up my ass! Knowing my luck it'll be the size of a cam-corder. "Oh m am I pissed off?.!!
Right I've got it off my chest to the best flist ever.You are all sooooooo understanding. I want to thankyou all for that mwah, I'm really sorry about you getting my usual shite rant today. I guess I'd been saving it..
On a hotter topic Who wouldn't want to jump Bens bones in that uniform?. Or for Mels sake even out of it.
HANDS UP FOR WHICH YOU'D PREFER?.!!
I'd like to help/strip him out of uniform.Switch his mic off,hold his stick and unholster his big gun!Leaving the next parts to Mel,chics,Kat.*snort* Anyway why not all join in.We'll save this best until last for beach *nods* whatever that is.(g)
- Location:study
- Music:Ice cream Van outside....coincidence?
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I also like to read your comments to others as well,because they are "well worth" listening to and I know they are meant "sincerely"
You are one very nice lady and a wonderful person!:))))
Thinking of you, sweets, and praying for you lots.
Hey! could we come to some arrangement about Ben's stick?...like hold an end each hmm.I'm sure it'll be plenty big enough.
Not long until we find out when it's aired!!!*is excited*
Bet ya wouldn,t say no to Ben getting you dressed and undressed
Sorry about the cancer , don,t really know how to make it better, but if ya wanna pick on me do it anytime
*BIG HUGS*
but this just SUCKS, doll. *hugs* and know that many prayers are being sent your way.
PS.- they were assholes not to hear your concerns about being in your mom's room. Nuthin' like being stressed by difficult memories when you're trying to forge through an illness of your own.
I know Ben and his 'big gun' are playing another role right now, but will cross my fingers for some sweet, strong, blond young Brit to be your in-home nurse. *as long as you need some help at home, it's the least they can do, right?*
Thanks for being so understanding about my Mam thing but it really made the overnight stay horrendous!!
I feel happier now and to have friends like you is the icing on the cake.Hugs
*bigs hugs*
They wouldn't know what hit them if we were on the same ward in adjacent beds!YeeeHa!
You just concentrate on getting well soon.You're missed around here!mwah
Thank for your concern*hugs*
and yes - Ben - so so hot!!
Try to be as positive as you can. I'll be hoping for the absolute best outcome so you can be freed and it can all fade away as a bad memory.
Hang in there. Remember your young friend watching over you and take care.
You always give me nice times to ponder on.
The illness I'm just going to as I',m told by the docs.It will run it's course and what will be will be.I'm a strong lass and love life and people.
The Mam bed thing happened about 2:30 am so I didn't want to disturb other patients by making a fuss but I did have my say the next morning on my way home.It wasn't pretty!!! There were a few dropped jaws when I left. WTF! Why worry?.They'll get me at the next treatment. HOOOOO Scary!
Thanks for your support beach!.You forgot to say which part of Ben you'd like us to leave intact for you.LOL
And you're right, there's so much beyond your control, so focus on what you can change.
Good for you for not going quietly, but for still taking the high road and showing the other patients the respect the staff wasn't showing you.
Part? Um...